So BrokenHearted

So, I will say this here only now cuz i think i can talk about it now. Like i've move on a tiny bit.

These two  idols that i admired most, not only their music, looks but as well as their personality as natural human not the celebrity (fake) treats. So, i actually found them cute together, and i can sense there was something going on between them... (well, not confirmed though). I was like supporting their supposed hidden relationship since 2009 up until now (lol, maybe).

But this year is kinda big slap to me as their believer. Because of those pictures the guy's with the rumored girl- "i'm so not liking the girl" i mean i don't want to judge her, i'm trying but her instagram posts said so much that it freaks me out. DAMN!/scratch, scratch, slash slash.

Anyways, I won't elaborate that much bcoz it bleeds me, as much as i want to break her neck, i can't cuz i respect the guy so much that it kills me and bcoz i love the girl (the cute, bright, beautiful, talented, so amazing, so innocent, so kindhearted girl, his baby girl),

that girl-the very opposite to his ideal type of girl, the very not the girl he said in the song lyrics he wrote.

GOD, why oh why?????????? i'm so brokenhearted when its not even my love life.

Oh well, wish them luck! but then again, destiny will find its way ^__^